I just can't handle this anymore! Adhesions have
taken everything away from me! My family and I have
suffered enough!! I left my husband and two boy's
today and I don't even know where I am going I have no place to go! I am
so full of anger and pain! I am sooooo tired of waking up to face this
day after day with Noooo hope in site! I know I am just feeling sorry
for myself but I have tried everything possible! My husband and my boy's
mean the
world to me they are my whole life but this pain has
distroyed me, I don't even know who I am anymore! I have just been
driving around and you know what my oldest son was right, The pain goes
where ever I go!!My husband has always
been there for me through everything! It just is not fair to
them anymore! I can't be the wife and mother I used to be
because adhesions have taken that from me tooo!I have
lost all faith in everything and everyone! Please keep
my family in your prayers cause I can't do it anymore!I am
not sure where I am going from here? I feel like I have
totally lost my mind! You are the only ones that really know how I feel!
Thanks for listening and being my Friends!