Re: Needing prayers,I can't take it anymore!

From: Robin (rmasse2333@aol.com)
Fri Jun 7 08:24:28 2002


I fully understand what you are going through. I suffered from depression long before the adhesions came. More than once I have thought about leaving. More than once I have thought about suicide. But my husband and Kids give me streangth. They are the reason I keep living with this. I know from experience that your kids and husband would rather have you there with them inspite of you "illness" than not to have you at all. I am not the mother or wife I used to be. We used to have a fun filled life before I got "sick". I was a real outdoor person, hunting, fishing, hiking, wood cutting, gardening,yard work, raising chickens. Now, I might go out on the porch & sit a while. I used to do lots of stuff with and for my kids. Now, I can't stand long enough to cook a meal, can hardly go shopping, for fun or food. My husband & kids do everything for me. It can be devestating. But, we have hope! We have love & understanding on this board. Please, you have fought hard, don't give up now! Let us hear from you. If you do choose not to go home, please call them & let the know you are ok. love & prayers robin

At Thu, 6 Jun 2002, Browkenwing wrote: >
>I just can't handle this anymore! Adhesions have
>taken everything away from me! My family and I have
>suffered enough!! I left my husband and two boy's
>today and I don't even know where I am going I have no place to go! I am
>so full of anger and pain! I am sooooo tired of waking up to face this
>day after day with Noooo hope in site! I know I am just feeling sorry
>for myself but I have tried everything possible! My husband and my boy's
>mean the
>world to me they are my whole life but this pain has
>distroyed me, I don't even know who I am anymore! I have just been
>driving around and you know what my oldest son was right, The pain goes
>where ever I go!!My husband has always
>been there for me through everything! It just is not fair to
>them anymore! I can't be the wife and mother I used to be
>because adhesions have taken that from me tooo!I have
>lost all faith in everything and everyone! Please keep
>my family in your prayers cause I can't do it anymore!I am
>not sure where I am going from here? I feel like I have
>totally lost my mind! You are the only ones that really know how I feel!
>Thanks for listening and being my Friends!
>
>--
> _
> (\@/)
> / \
> /___\
> ~Browkenwing~
>


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