Re: Needing prayers,I can't take it anymore!

From: Michelle (mraulston@hotmail.com)
Mon Jun 10 14:25:43 2002


My dear Brokenwing I hope you are feeling better since you last posted. I know what you are going through since I am going through that rough time right now. At this time we always feel alone and no one understands. As much as we love our families our understanding and patience can go so far. I just go away too. Just to go away. I know it will still be there but we are so hindered by this we feel that all our coping activities are gone. (or at least for me) Yesterday was bad very bad, but I got through. This site is such a relief that there are others who know what we are going through and we are not just being tempremental or cool or even "witchy". There is a reason for all things we do. Sometimes it's just flustration of not being able to do, that gets the best of us I know it does me. It drives me crazy and if I can not get out to wotk it off. So chinup girl you'll make it through right and true. Tomorrow or the next will be better. All my support and hugs Michelle

At Thu, 6 Jun 2002, Browkenwing wrote: >
>I just can't handle this anymore! Adhesions have
>taken everything away from me! My family and I have
>suffered enough!! I left my husband and two boy's
>today and I don't even know where I am going I have no place to go! I am
>so full of anger and pain! I am sooooo tired of waking up to face this
>day after day with Noooo hope in site! I know I am just feeling sorry
>for myself but I have tried everything possible! My husband and my boy's
>mean the
>world to me they are my whole life but this pain has
>distroyed me, I don't even know who I am anymore! I have just been
>driving around and you know what my oldest son was right, The pain goes
>where ever I go!!My husband has always
>been there for me through everything! It just is not fair to
>them anymore! I can't be the wife and mother I used to be
>because adhesions have taken that from me tooo!I have
>lost all faith in everything and everyone! Please keep
>my family in your prayers cause I can't do it anymore!I am
>not sure where I am going from here? I feel like I have
>totally lost my mind! You are the only ones that really know how I feel!
>Thanks for listening and being my Friends!
>
>--
> _
> (\@/)
> / \
> /___\
> ~Browkenwing~
>


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