Dearest Mary Lou,
I am so sorry to here of your pain and agony.Yeah maybe you did it to
yourself but no matter what the cause we are all in the same boat here. I
can only suggest to you that you find a good Pain mangement doc that will put
you on a regimen of meds that will work for you .I know in your field you
need a stable mind I am also a Nurse and I felt that I was never going to be
able to keep my job.But i have built a tolerance to the meds and I can
function even on demerol.It is not easy to find a good PM doc .I had to go
through 3 of them before I finally found one to work. If you need I am sure
Dr Wiseman may be able to help you find someone.And there are others here who
know how to go about finding someone too. Good Luck and God BlessYou .
Lillian