Re: sorry it's been so long......feeling awful and need a new body:(.

From: marianne bolding (
Mon Aug 13 18:01:30 2001

Colette, anorexia in your past is quite serious. Sugar eats vitamins that are in your, eat natural stuff...lots of fruits and veggies...not cookies and stuff. :-) You should push your appt. up, too. Can't you call other providers in your insurance plan and see if they can't get you in sooner? I'm worried about you and don't want to see you melt into oblivion. Love, Marianne --- Colette <> wrote: > I'm so sorry it's been so long ! I've been reading
> everyday, but i've
> been in my own little world of self pity poor me!
> And I did'nt want to
> pull you guys in my little depressed world!
> I once again thought of jumping off the bridge<
> still think of that
> sometimes!! Well we finally got health insurance its
> ok but god forbid
> if i need to go to the ER because thats $100co-pay
> yikes! But i did make
> an appt. with a gasteroligist but thats not until
> sept 28th. So in the
> mean time what should i do? I am literally starving
> myself afraid to eat
> for fear i won't poop! By the time i see this doc.
> he is going to want
> to addmitt me, believe me i'm losing weight fast! I
> wonder if this has
> anything to do with my past i was anorioxic(sp)! I
> feel for HelenC. i
> too can get so tired and my joints feel awful very
> hard to move but i
> force myself because my kids need me but believe me
> sometimes i think it
> would be better for them with out me! I know most of
> my problem is lack
> of nutrition and its very hard for me to look at
> food! My husband has
> tried goodies choc. chip cookies candy something
> and no can do! I think
> that my intestenal problems has caused me an eating
> disorder is that
> possible?
> Our health insurances is called Uniteded health Most
> of the co-pays are
> $10 for mentel health out patient is $25per visit
> $100 dollars for ER
> unless they keep me which i would beg them so they
> would waive the $100!
> Well my back is killing me sorry for
> whinning!
> Love ya all!
> Colette

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