Hello everybody, I just can't take it anymore, I'm scared to death of
operations because of the past, but I can't exist like this. I'm on as much pain
medication as my body will handle and its not enough, so its either Pennslyvania
or Germany. I know it will be awhile before I can get in and the Inn is short on
help and long on work. But if you can't give up, and no body wants you to kill
yourself, and you're in agony and getting worse, what do you do? Goodby, Sally