Look i'm really trying hard not to get depressed. I'm tired of getting
up in the morning. I'm so tired of fighting this thing, it seems 3
months ago i went through major surgery how much is a person suppose to
handle without falling apart? Sunday i took some good old MOM and it
worked all day it gave me the runs, boy did i love that for a change LOL
but now i'm back to being constipated i really don't get this whole
thing i mean i hardly eat anything and constipated 2 days later yuk!
Tomarrow i have a dr appt. however i'm not going to to do the
sigmoidscope they hurt like crazy my body can't handle much more. I've
seen gasteroligist that don't do that thing have had plenty of them i'v
always had a colonoscopy thats it! No barium enema either yuk! If i
don't like this dr i'll find one i do like. Its just that
gastereonaligist appts are very hard to get here. Although DH finally
paid some to the gaster. i saw a year ago or longer and i liked him
maybe i could get back into him if i don't like this other one. But the
girl on the phone did say that this dr was giving his patients a new med
for constipation and is having reall good results so hopefully i'll get
some of that stuff./ I really do hope so i'm hanging on because of
tomarrow. If something does'nt go right soon i really don't know what i
will do ! Sorry i'm just having a bad day thank you for listening this
is truely awful. my mom did tell me that my aunt hadendo or adhesions
after her hyster and they had to go back in and laser them off so i do
believe that is part of my problem. oh and whom should i contact for
the adhesions my ob/gyn or does a gasteroligist do it i never did know
whom to call to have it cheecked?????