please help, I am so scared

From: alicia (nesaby@arthlink.net)
Tue Dec 7 09:16:57 1999

hello everyone, I am new to this board. I had two laps over the summer for endometriosis. Then I was still in chronic and constant pain evertime I moved or walked. I thought it was regrowth of the endo. (sharp knifelike pulling pains) however, my doctor went in on laparoscopy #3 and found my ovary and bladder were scarred with tissue to my cavity walls. Now the surgery was done about two weeks ago and I have the same pain as before.

these are my biggest fears 1. I have more scar tissue and this surgery did not work 2. this will never end..i.e. more surgery=more scarring 3. I have gained so much weight due to a lack of activity from this pain--it hurts less if I don't stand or walk on my feet and my muscles must be atrophying 4. my doctor is running out of patience and seems to believe part of the problem is that I have a low pain tolerance...I need some sort of specialist I guess who will take me more seriously. 5. I just feel like no one understands me or these fears and I am nothing more then a burden to my frineds, spouse and family

does anyone know of any doctor who could help me..the closer the better...i live in Albany (upstate) new york, US

my e-mail is nesaby@earthlink.net

thank you all alicia

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