Re: affecting my marriage...over

From: Kristy Sokoloski (kristy27@mariah-fan.com)
Fri Oct 29 00:42:22 1999


Toni,

I'm so sorry to hear that all of this is going on. Please know that you are always welcome to write to me at any time. You've been thru a lot in the last several months and I just want you to know that I'm here for you always.

You have done the right thing by letting it out of your system in a vent instead of keeping it all inside of you until it makes you sicker.

Hang in there my friend and please know that we are all thinking about you.

Kristy :)

At Thu, 28 Oct 1999, toni welsh wrote: >
>I hate to write to any of you this morning, but I have no where to turn
>now. My 18 yera anniversary is Saturday, and or relation ship is
>falling apart fsat. I do not think I can deal with this day alone,
>after a awful night last night. I have cried so much, when I got up I
>could not open my eyes, they were not this swollen since grandma died in
>June.
>
>I cannot beleive the way the evening went, first I had my handicapped
>sister and I was trying to bath her, she is 140, and I weigh 97 now, she
>is rough, then her and I came out to the kitchen, and my son went out to
>light the gas grill, when he turned it on and hit the switch, I looked
>out and I saw a huge ball of yellow, and he yelled, and he could not
>see, it happened so fast I did not know what happened. He was fine, but
>it had scared him too. Well, since that happened my husband got angry,
>making fun of me, and out of the blue, I told him I do not love him
>anymore, and I removed my rings, and told him I do not want them any
>more. I do not know why I said this, he has shut me off for a few days,
>but I have kept my dealing with things with me to my self. I would go
>on forever if I talked about this, but I think the marriage is rocky as
>hell, and now I am scared, if I lose my husband all I have is dad and my
>son, his girlfriend who I adore hurt me too! I feel like my life is
>over, as I type this, THE TEARS WILL NOT DRY, I CANNOT KEEP CRYING LIKE
>THIS! WHERE DO YOU GO WHEN LIFE GETS TO BE TOO MCH. SOO SCARED!
>The arguing did not stop most of the night, too long, I am now convinced
>men do not uderstand!
>
>I paged my counselor, and she could not talk and when she called back, I
>missed hercall. Hate to bother them after hours!


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