Sally Re: I can't do this no more ....

From: Pascale Vlaun (nevinvlaun@megatropic.com)
Wed Dec 18 17:19:49 2002


Dear Sally,

Thank you so much for your kind response. I've had 4 surgeries here in St Maarten, 3 in Holland en 2 in Germany by Dr.Korrell. The doctor I will be seeing in January is in a different Hospital in Holland. He placed an article in one of Holland's newspapers about adhesions, his knowledge etc. I'll just wait and see till I meet him and hear what he has to say. I am just afraid he will suggest to remove my ovaries since the pain is so intense on those locations and really worsens around my period and ovulation. I was concentrating on the paintreatment only, but since that didn;t work the last time no more I really need to do something else ... I am still working just to keep myself occupied and to have other things to concentrate on but this is so hard. I am always tired, always in pain, most of the days depressed. I don't know no more ....

I do not want to go on like this ...

I will be reading your messages about the other doctor in Germany tonight self.

Love, Pascale

At Wed, 18 Dec 2002, Sally Grigg wrote: >
>At Tue, 17 Dec 2002, Pascale Vlaun wrote:
>>
>>Dear all,
>>
>>I haven't posted any messages for a long time now ... and one of the
>>reasons is that I am miserable and tired of the constant pain, just like
>>most of you all.
>>
>>My last hope would be another pain treatment via an epidural pump for 7
>>days ... no fun at all to being in that needle but I had to try it
>>again, anything for just a little bit of relief.
>>Guess what ... it did not work!
>>The pain is just as bad if not worse.
>>The pain is going to my hip and right leg now, sometimes the pain shoots
>>in my leg so bad that it completely paralyses my leg.
>>
>>I am sorry, but I am tired of the fighting and the constant pain, I can
>>not do this no more.
>>I never asked for this and I don't think I deserve this neither, this is
>>destroying my life!
>>
>>I am scheduled to go to Holland in January to see yet another doctor and
>>my pain doc is suggesting to perform a block of the superior hypogastric
>>plexus, but I don't know ... no guarantees and yet another painful
>>treatment ...
>>
>>I admire the people who have been living with pain for so many years ...
>>here am I with only 4 years of misery and not even 30 years old!
>>I should have a whole life ahead of me still ... but please not like
>>this!
>>I am afraid I am going to give up, I don't think I am strong enough
>>anymore ...
>>
>>Sorry to open up like this, but I really needed to get this off my
>>chest.
>>
>>I wanted to wish everybody a Merry Christmas and all the best for 2003,
>>may it be healthy and pain free, you all deserve it!
>>
>>Love,
>>Pascale Vlaun
>
>--
>Dear Pascale, Oh, dear, I'm so sorry. I know the feeling of giving up and what
>usually comes next. But there is hope and life. You are so young, please read some
>of my posts and investigate Dr. Daniel Kruchinski's new methods of treating
>adhesions. His way worked for me, and I used to think I was a freak for having
>such a weird body. I feel good for the first time in years. Please email me or
>call me collect and I'll call you back. I know everybody is different and Germany
>is a long ways away, but so is Holland. What's there anyway? Maybe you could be
>cured instead of pain control, then maybe I don't know anything. I just know my
>own experiences, appendix not withstanding. Take care, Love, Sally Grigg
>


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