Chantale,
My thoughts & prayers are with you. I hope they can
give you the help you need. Best of luck!
Take Care,
Rita
--- Chantale <chillyb@excite.com> wrote:
> Im sorrry but this will be a short note and dont > know when I will be on > next. My lofe has taken a drastic turn for the > worst since getting out > of the hospital. I live in a daily hourly fear of > this horrid place i > am currently in. I have been having horrrifiic > panic attacks one after > the other since i practically got out of the > hospital. the docotrs > think that is from comming off of the morphine and > all the pain ive been > enduring for the last three years. Im so sorry i > cant be with you all > but right now im sturggling to survive. I love you > all and miss you but > this may be it for a while till i can be human > again. Er doc is getting > me into a Phychiatric program starting Monday > hopefully to gert on the > proper meds and what not. IM so sooory I love you > all and my heart is > breaking here as im writing this letter. tears are > streaming down my > face. i want to be there for you all as you have > been there for me. I > do ask something of you though. PPlease pray for my > family so that they > will get theeir Mommy back. I am so scared they > will think im crazy and > try to take my loves awaay from me. > > Chantale > > http://www.adhesions.org/forums/listcmds.htm