Deb,
HAve you tried Pain management ? MAybe they can get you on meds to keep the
pain under control so you can be calmer when it gets that bad.I know until I
found this site and found out I wasn't just a whiny old patient and not the
only person going through this stuff I thought I was going to die this angry
person all alone. It's not in your head. It's not something you did. It's not
your fault. Your body is just overprotective and forms more adhesions than
normal and it causes them to stick to your organs and when youmove it pulls
and it causes pain. You can still be you if you get the pain part under
control. At this point pain meds is really the best answer. Much love and
understanding is coming your way.
Lillian