Thanks Jan for your care and concern. You are right, it is a terrible
thing to have to be a member here. However, I'm very grateful and
appreciative of the support that everyone seems to provide to each
other. I've felt so alone these last few months, even though my friends
and family have been very caring and supportive. No one seems to really
understand how exhausting physically and mentally chronic pain can be.
I'm finding myself sinking into depression, and I cry almost daily
because I'm so tired of the whole mess. One of the saddest parts is
that my faith in God has been weakened. I feel as if even God has
abandoned me to live my days suffering alone. I hope that you find the
answers you are looking for. Thanks again!