Re: Sally honey bunny re: Germany

From: Sally Grigg (lostcst@mcn.org)
Mon Apr 8 21:50:02 2002


Dear Chrissy, No, I would never put my pain on you or anyone else. It lessened a little yesterday. And its back a little worse today. So I had a respite. Not always the same. I've been watching my video of the surgery, takes hours , but it help me . It actually calms me down. I see what is happening and I can relate. The big, glowing things are filled with blood, and they are attached to lots of stuff and there were so many. So very, very, many, but I'm sure they got them all. I saw the whole thing. And people say stop watching, I'm obsessing, but I don't think so, cause I was depressed and now I'm still in pain, but I'm not depressed. I can see what is happening and I get a perverse kick out of it, somehow. I don't know. Maybe, I am crazy. But to see the actual adhesions and to see them being taken down and away is such a great feeling.

Sorry to ramble on and on, hope you're okay. Love, Sally


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