>----- Original Message -----
From: "Kelley L" <klaw0824@aol.com>
To: "Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS"
<adhesions@mail.medispecialty.com>
Sent: Monday, March 11, 2002 2:20 PM
Subject: been gone for a while
> Hi everyone!! Its been MONTHS since I've been around here, but I really
> need some help!
> I believe I quit visiting this sight around Christmas time....ummm Does
> that tell anyone anything about Me and my mental health? I'm not really
> sure why I stopped coming here, but I know it helped me when I was
> coming every day or so.
> The last few months have been AWFUL!!!! I live in a fairly good size
> town,
> about 150 miles or so from Spokane, WA and about 250 or so from Seattle,
> WA. I have spent the last four monthx o so trapsing around Washington
> state and even into Portland, OR trying to find a Dr. who actually
> gives a shit about me, my condition, and living a pain free life with
> little cost to me! I HAD "family Dr." who has yet to return my phone
> calls from FEBRUARY, let alone the one last week requesting a referral
> to a pain clinic in Portland, Or, since I have family there I can stay
> with if I need to......No response as of yet....
> I'm having to make some pretty major decisions and I really feel alone!
> I have family here who are willing to listn to me mone a grone, but when
> I ask for "advise".....they just say the decision is up to me. I have
> no idea what to do./.....Do I relocate my son in his sophmore year of
> school? or do I just live the way I've been living for another three
> years until he's out of school?
> Do I go to Seattle,WA where I don't really know anyone, but really like
> the Dr. I have found there....Or do I move to Portland where I have a
> sister I can stay with until I get on my feet and find a place???????
> I'M SOOOO CONFUSED AND COMPLETELY FED UP WITH DR'S AND THIS SINKIN
> ILLNSS........I'm trying really hard not to feel sorry for myself, but
> am having a REAL hardtime as of lately....PLEASE....HELP!
> Is pain management the way to go? Does it REALLY help or is it a waste
> of time and expenses?
> Sorry to be whining and blabbering.....someday, I hope I can come in
> here and tell you all that life is great and I'm having a blast!!!!!
> Won't be anytime soon I'm thinking......butya never know!
> Thank you all or being here and "Listening"
> Love,
> Kelley L
>