pelvic clearance
From: karen (blowyamind@aol.com)
Wed Nov 14 03:30:36 2001
thankyou all so much for your responses, I am going through a bad time
at the moment and really feel grateful that i'm not alone, the pain is
really bad just now, the surgeons are still discussing what they think,
but after reading all the information on site and on message board I
don't think i'll be agreeing with them, in the past 15 years i've had
surgery after surgery, and errors made and i've felt so ill and believed
they could get me pain free, but i've come to a point now were they are
not getting me into theatre, sometimes your better the devil you know
and I know my pain even though at times like this it takes me by
surprise and gets worse, I know I have to find strength and fight on,
each day is hard, the pain, the sickness, bladder,bowel problems but i
must be strong, I think last week when I was in hospital and they were
talking about the pelvic clearance, I just felt so bad, I just wanted
them to do something, to help me, sometimes it feels like that , you
just can't take anymore, but then from somewhere you find strength to
overcome, sorry if i'm rambling on I just feel the need, so forgive me
please. The pain is bad at the moment and I feel awful as many of you
know it runs you down, so I shall wait to see what the drs say and then
I shall have my say, much more informed now thanks to this site.
Thanks again for your messages, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day
karen