Well, I was fighting and fighting until I got so scared. I was refered
to a Psychologist. I told him that I was having such a difficult time
dealing with my day in and day out in pain. I was scaring myself
because I had some very scary thoughts. Which is not like me. I told
him that I was definitley nt myself and didn't know who I was anymore.
He told me that there has to be a common ground that I have and I have
to focus on the pain going away not taking over my life. Hahaha I
thought that was funny, because that is what this pain has done, taken
over my life.
I feel alittle better, am glad I talked with somebody. Thanks for
lettin me vent!