>> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "Janet" <jkaram4@home.com>
> To: "Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS"
> <adhesions@mail.medispecialty.com>
> Sent: Saturday, July 07, 2001 12:51 AM
> Subject: Moving to the basement
>
> > Dear Everybody,
> >
> > I debated writing this message to the board
> because of the nature, then
> > when i thought some more, I decided to go ahead,
> after all, it is
> > adhesion related and I need some extra lovin' and
> support...you can pour
> > on as much mushiness as you can possibly gush out,
> I promise to soak it
> > all up.
> >
> > My relationship has turned into a total disaster,
> it was tough before my
> > surgery, and now that I am once again "limited"
> due to pain and other
> > symptoms, my partner is full of rage, resentment
> and feeling terribly
> > cheated of the life he has imagined. He says I'm
> the woman of his
> > dreams, everything he's ever wanted, but...
> >
> > It is very painful for me to let this relationship
> go, though that is
> > what it has come to. I have loved this man with
> heart and soul and I am
> > overwhelmed with grief that he cannot accept or
> adjust to living with my
> > ARD, ultimately it feels like a rejection of me,
> and hurts my heart more
> > than I can possibly say.
> >
> > I have not been able to get back on my feet
> finacially since my surgery.
> > My partner and my family have been helping me
> finacially for a good
> > while now, it pains me to be so dependent.
> >
> > Tonight, I am moving to the basement to try to
> gain a little more peace.
> > I love Colorado, but have no family or means to
> stay here, so have
> > decided to move back to Texas, where my parents
> have offered for me to
> > live with them.
> >
> > You all are my friends, and I just wanted to share
> what was going on
> > with me. There have been several wonderful angels
> helping through this
> > behind the scenes, and I would like to take this
> opportunity to express
> > my gratitude and love to all of you...you know who
> you are!
> >
> > All of my love,
> >
> > Janet
> >
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