Today is a very low day for me. The toll of adhesions and what it has done to my life has taken a toll on my husband and marriage. Once again he belittled me because I am sick. He yelled at me for seeing the doctor, taking medication and moving very slowly. He tells me I am a bad mother because I don't move around as much as a normal person. He is threatening to take my daughter away from me. He is also mad because I cannot function as a normal woman. He tells me I am better off leaving him and our daughter so I don't bring him down anymore.
You may ask why I stay with him? I haven't worked in over 8 years and I have no money. He also has the medical insurance and will cut me off. I don't know what to do anymore.
I do not abuse my meds. I take them as written. Most of the time I do more than I should. I try to make my husband happy.
I'm sorry to be such a downer. I just don't know who else to vent this too.
All my best to everyone. Alta