I know exactly how you feel. I have 3 children and only 38 years old and have suffered with this terrible "sickness" for so many years. Last year I had my hystercomy with hope of no more suffering. Well after a few weeks I was in pain and my friend who is a massage therapist came over and found the adhesions were alreadys spreading around my bladder and bowels. Its now a year after the surgery and I no longer can do my own shopping, go out and have fun. I barely make it through a day at work if that. My kids are on their own. I have a 3 year old son who has muscle problems bec/ of growing in my very full utuerus (full of scar tissue) and so he needs so much help. I can't have him home bec of the pain I am in. I am on painkillers and antideprassants and nothing helps with the pain.
Sometimes i feel like giving up too. But than I see my 3 beautiful boys and know i must get real help. though I cant seem to find it.
I am very religious so firmly belive that G0d is doing this for my own good..but man it hurts...
DONT GIVE UP>>.there must be a light at the end of this tunnel somewhere... Michelle