Millie, I don't have anyone here either! Thank God for this site is
right!!!!! And don't ever tell yourself you deserve what you get! You don't
deserve this one bit, none of us do! Men can't handle women crying, I think
sometimes they may feel helpless! If they don't try to understand, that can
be a problem though!!!! My husband gets mad at me, and I usually tell him
where to go! He has no right, nor does he have a clue how i truly feel! I
have learned to take no shit from anyone! Especially those who don't even try
to get this! I have lost a lot of family members, mainly my in-laws, but
that's the way it goes! If you don';t want to try, then I say good-bye, we
have enough damn stress!!!!!! Sorry, i think i needed to vent
lol............Millie, just keep on plugging, and you are going to be okay! I
really think you will be hun......