I dont understand either. I try to tell myself not to get my hopes up when I go to see doctors. But deep inside I do, only to have them shattered by a doc telling me there is nothing they can do for me, its all in my head and I need to see a shrink, or take these ibuprofen and you will be all better. I just dont get it. The ONLY reason I would need to go see a shrink is because of the ABUSE they are giving me. Plain and simple!
But yanno wot? I REFUSE to give up, I will NOT let them win. I WILL be painfree. I am determined.
Warm Painfree Huggz to all, we WILL fight this SOMEHOW SOMEWAY!
Lori
>From: anonymous@medispecialty.com (alaina)
>Reply-To: adhesions@adhesions.org
>To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS
><adhesions@mail.medispecialty.com>
>Subject: cant understand Date: Mon, 30 Sep 2002 21:01:48 -0500
>
>hi to all and bless all with no pain
> i been reading alot on this and this sight
>and the thing that gets me the most is the doctors
> how can they say the things they say ? telling us all the things
>we dont want to hear .making or trying to make us beleive that we are
>crazy
>saying the pain is in our head or take asprin and that should make us
>feel better .or saying maybe lose weight that why the pain is there
> what does this say about the doctors of today ?
> we all know they dont want to write for heavey pain meds
> or maybe they just dont believe a word we say .
>wonder why so many of us are in pain and cant get help and when you try
>to tell
> the doc about the pain they think you just want pain meds to get
>high .even the e room doc .its like if they cant see what or were
>the pain is comming from its really not there .
> for years i thought i was crasy cause they keep telling me
>to go see a head doc its all in your head .i feel they are the ones
>that make us crazy trying to convice us that they is nothing
>wrong .i am bless that i did find a gyn that listen to me
>and does my sergery when i tell him its getting to the point
>that i need it .and everytime he goes in lots of adhesions come out
> i really would like to know were half theses doc get they
>way of treating people .i just needed to get this off my head
> was up most of the night couldnt sleep its been 12 days since my
>sergery and my belly is still hurting .and i can feel it getting hard
> were the adhesions are forming .i guess this time its comming on fast
> and i dont think i want to go though sergey again .this time i will
> try to see what kind of med will work and keep trying
> i beleive that one of these sergerys i go though i wont get up
> how many times can one get cut ? one too many
> i just wish there were more doctors out there that could
>understand that the pain we feel is real .until then we have
>each other to talk too on this sight which im very happy for
> there should be more of these out there .i did write to most of the '
>talk shows hoping to get this taken as a disnese not a joke
> well bless all with at least some pain free
> thanks for listening
> alaina
>