My Purpose
Alone with my thoughts I am better able to understand my purpose here on earth. To stop others from my mistakes, To prevent them from knowing my pain. What can I do? Share my life, each twinge, each jab, each poke. Educating them as to what to do, what to say, what to allow and then praying. Praying that they hear me. Praying that they understand what I am trying to say. But, most importantly, Praying that they listen. If they listen I will have accomplished my life's purpose and then I can rest. If not, then I keep working, until people hear. Until people listen.
Letting Go
The realization just hit me. My life's begun to dawn. For many years there's been suffering, My pain has been here too long.
It's been so much a part of my life, the aches, the pains, the hurt; That to have to live a life without these things Will take a lot of work.
These years of so much suffering have left so much inside. Hatred, anger, loneliness and guilt, all things I want to hide.
To keep these things all bottled up, To me it does no good. These awful, nasty feelings would kill me if they could.
For me it took too many years, til my life began to slow. Before these things destroyed me I needed to let go.
So, my Lord, my father, I turn to you once more. Forgive me for my feelings and not learning to let go, For keeping all my anger..... Its bad for me.....I know.
-- KarlaSomewhere up in the stars................. My angel and me!
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