Hello all, I have spent to much time behind the computer and the pain is
catching up with me. But there is so much info here, so many people, so
many stories that make me want to cry, cry out of dispair, or relief I
am not sure. I guess I wanted to believe that this is in my head and
that I can mentally make it go away. But this site has brought reality
to me, this is very real, I am really sick and I may never get to get
better. I guess I am just scared.