Dear Cheryl,
You are sooooo right about us all being sisters of pain! Things are
getting so hard for me to the point I just want to fade away:-( And I
the only thing that has kept me going lately is coming back to all my
friends here that truly understand the never ending story of pain! I am
sorry about how your children are treating you :-( They are the ones
missing out on the wonderful and caring person you are:-)I wish I could
tell them to cherish every moment that they can have with you cause I
lost my mom 10 years ago she was only 47 yrs old, she was my best friend
and I miss her so much right now. There are times when I am in so much
pain and so depressed that I'll say I want my mommy and I know that
upsets my husband cause he feels he isn't taking care of me well enough,
and that is not it at all because he is an absolute God send so I try
not to say it anymore but there is just a special place in my heart that
only my mother can fill!My husband just said you are spending alot of
time on the computer lately and I told him because when I come here you
all Know my pain cause you are living it with me and to know I am not
alone keeps me going!
Thank you for being here for me!!!!!!