Take care Love, Pascale Vlaun St Maarten
At Fri, 26 Apr 2002, Bonnie L. wrote:
>
>I am feeling very lost,alone,and very very sick. I have absolutley no
>support here at home noone cares whether I am sick or not and that
>hurts, and I come to this board because what I remember this board is
>very supportive and I really really need you all and your support. If
>not answers just some encourageing words. I have checked here for the
>past 2 days, and noone has bothered to respond to my post. It's nice to
>know that people out there actually read the messeges posted, but how am
>I suppose to know if there is no response? I know my post is typical of
>me, but I am at a very very low point right now, and all I wanted was
>just some words of encouragement, but didn't get it. Is it because I
>have contributed to the board? If so, I am very very sorry. my pain has
>me totally immoble sometimes and I cannot always be on the computer. I
>am lucky when I can get on. Please don't take this as a put down or
>being mean in any way, I am just disappointed,I am also in alot of pain,
>so much pain that I wish I could just curl up and die right now. Please
>understand that I need you all, I know I am hardly here but you guys are
>always on my mind. I am sorry if this is taken the wrong way, I
>honestly have no clue what I am saying,alot of it is the disappointment
>of my reoccuring pain and also being medicaded beyond coharence.
>
>Bonnie