I am feeling very lost,alone,and very very sick. I have absolutley no
support here at home noone cares whether I am sick or not and that
hurts, and I come to this board because what I remember this board is
very supportive and I really really need you all and your support. If
not answers just some encourageing words. I have checked here for the
past 2 days, and noone has bothered to respond to my post. It's nice to
know that people out there actually read the messeges posted, but how am
I suppose to know if there is no response? I know my post is typical of
me, but I am at a very very low point right now, and all I wanted was
just some words of encouragement, but didn't get it. Is it because I
have contributed to the board? If so, I am very very sorry. my pain has
me totally immoble sometimes and I cannot always be on the computer. I
am lucky when I can get on. Please don't take this as a put down or
being mean in any way, I am just disappointed,I am also in alot of pain,
so much pain that I wish I could just curl up and die right now. Please
understand that I need you all, I know I am hardly here but you guys are
always on my mind. I am sorry if this is taken the wrong way, I
honestly have no clue what I am saying,alot of it is the disappointment
of my reoccuring pain and also being medicaded beyond coharence.