Hi everyone
I have not been writing much my mother became very ill and still is really.
She lives with an elderly lady with Alzheimers?sp and mama herself is a
cancer survivor she had her right breast removed about 8yrs ago. I had to go
take care of them for awhile. I have been so very sick and trying so hard to
hide it from mama but she knows. I found 14 tumors on her abdomen with my
hand we are going to her cancer dr Thursday. I am so tired and frustrated I
have 5 siblings and none of them will help me and the one that would have is
gone. I just need some emotional support right now because I feel so alone my
bottom hurts my hips my sides ever where possible between my breasts and
knees hurt. I went to see my dr Monday he put me on a 100mg patch and I do
want to sound like a baby but I am still hurting my right side where my
ovaries were is swollen up in a huge mass it hurts so bad and the 2 hernias
are not helping.Sorry to _itch and gripe. I love you all and need you now.
I can not speak without crying.All my love Dawn