Re: To Hell-yon from Sally

From: Kimmi&Dave (kimmi3@mediaone.net)
Fri Nov 30 13:41:26 2001


Sally, I too had terrible problems with anti depressants they wacked out my body so bad and never helped with the depression. Majority of my depression is due to pain and no way to escape it, if they fixed my pain level and got me back to a semi normal life I am sure the depression would get alot better. I suffer with terrible anxiety and panic disorder now, and when ever they try to use a medication to combat those I end up with worse panic attacks and anxiety. So far there is only one med that helped which was my mothers ativan that she gave me. Even though I have asked repeatedly if I could use this drug they just said no because I take way too many medications that are sedating as is.. My medications don't cause me to be tired, if anything they can give me a boost so I am able to walk around.. I am so tried of hearing this drug should fix this problem and that problem and they never seem to do diddle with me.Often makes me wonder if I am losing my mind.. Hugs Kimmi

>----- Original Message -----
From: "Sally Grigg" <lostcst@mcn.org> To: "Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS" <adhesions@mail.medispecialty.com> Sent: Thursday, November 29, 2001 11:08 PM Subject: To Hell-yon from Sally

> My dear Helen, Hi, How are you? Silly question? You wrote about
> antidepressants. I tried a number of them for a few years. They affected
> my body very badly. Some people just do not benefit from them. I
> couldn't write, my thought processes were very sloppy, my voice sounded
> like I was very spaced out. I couldn't answer the Inn phone and take
> reservations because people kept asking me what was wrong with me. It
> was so obvious that something was. And they didn't help me with the
> depression. I had to do that on my own, or should I say with the help of
> God and my natural self. Chemicals couldn't do it.
>
> Mainly I was depressed because it hurt all of the time and nobody was
> helping me. My family doctor let me cry in his bathroom, but he wouldn't
> give me pain meds. He was going to call the authorities because he
> thought I was going to kill myself, but he wouldn't give me pain meds.
> He would give me every weird drug on the market as long as it didn't
> contain an opiate. None of these drugs helped the pain.
>
> Now I know its different with you. You do have pain medication and maybe
> you have the opposite problem. Maybe your meds have "put you to sleep"
> in the daytime. I wish I were building up to a solution, but the only
> thing I can think of is for you not to take maps during the day. And
> stop hitting me. It's just an idea. I would have been taking naps but
> with the Inn, my radio, or intercom, or phone, or some other electronic
> gadget goes off all the time wanting to know if New Years Eve is a slow
> time and questions like that. LOL
>
> I'm so sorry things have gotten worse for you. You certainly don't
> deserve it. You've helped so many people. And you're such a good
> listener. Well, take it easy. Love,Sally
>
> >
>


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