Mainly I was depressed because it hurt all of the time and nobody was helping me. My family doctor let me cry in his bathroom, but he wouldn't give me pain meds. He was going to call the authorities because he thought I was going to kill myself, but he wouldn't give me pain meds. He would give me every weird drug on the market as long as it didn't contain an opiate. None of these drugs helped the pain.
Now I know its different with you. You do have pain medication and maybe you have the opposite problem. Maybe your meds have "put you to sleep" in the daytime. I wish I were building up to a solution, but the only thing I can think of is for you not to take maps during the day. And stop hitting me. It's just an idea. I would have been taking naps but with the Inn, my radio, or intercom, or phone, or some other electronic gadget goes off all the time wanting to know if New Years Eve is a slow time and questions like that. LOL
I'm so sorry things have gotten worse for you. You certainly don't deserve it. You've helped so many people. And you're such a good listener. Well, take it easy. Love,Sally
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