I'll keep my fingers and toes crossed for you honey!!!!! Don't be doing all that worrying yet, and you'll be amazed at the energy you'll find when it comes to your children. With your Church behind you like it is (and you know how women are about babies) I'll bet they'll be beating down your door helping you out. Gosh, if they're coming over now to clean, I can only imagine how many will show up with a brand new baby in the house. Ohhh, I'll be saying a prayer for you.
Love,
Hell-yun