You go girl...in spite of everything, you are still a fighter and keeping your chin up, I admire you for that...this is not any easy thing to endure. I am sorry about your bleeding and your pain. I can certainly understand about the wanting children and realizing that you may not be able to have your own. I correspond some with a 14 yr old girl with adhesions who will never have this chance and already feels the grief of it, part of being a woman I think. Please do not compare your adhesions, symptoms or pain to anyone else's on the board. Yu need and deserve support as we all do and when it comes to this we all need the same amount of love and compassion.
Big hugs to you from Colorado,
Janet