I am sorry that you are hurting, adhesions is such a horrible thing to deal with. Best wishes for your surgery on Friday, please let us know how you get on.
Welcome to the board, we are here to answer questions, tell jokes (laughter is great medicine) and "listen" when you need to vent.
Love, hugs & cheers Jo (Australia)
-- Positive AffirmationSay this with your hands above your head (victory style) and repeat three times: I'm Alive I'm Alert I'm a LOT of fun!!
That should get you smiling!