I went to town by myself for the first time and boy did it hurt. I'm still in denial and embarrassed and sick about all that money and time and the ordeal of it all. Oh well, everybody here now expects me to be all well. I don't know what to say. My mother asks me " You're sounding so much better? You do feel better don't you?" What do I say, no , I feel like hell. I can't do that. I'm sorry, I'm getting "out there" Take care, love, Sally
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