Dear Helen, I don't know. Each of us is different, but what I'm finding
is that the oxycontin is too strong for me, I've decided to get off it.
I think our bodies get so used to the pills that they can't function
without them, so its a double edged sword. We're in such pain we can't
function without pain pills, but the pills themself sap our basic
energy. I don't have an answer, I'm sorry my dearest, (Sounds like a
frigging love letter), I know you have a pool, maybe more swimming would
be an answer and maybe you're not able to work. I know you want to, but
maybe it's taking too much of your energy and there's nothing left to
get out of bed with except the false energy of the pills. With all my
love, Sally