I am soooo sorry to hear that you are having such a horrible time. I cannot attest to the pain as I haven't been there to the degree that most of you have. I can attest to the feelings of being alone and unappreciated by those that I spent so much time loving,supporting, and helping. I am very fortunate to have a few good friends like Chrissie that helped me. Sometimes having a friend speak to your husband helps. I know mine finally heard what I had been saying for weeks once it came from someone other than me. I wish that we could all come and help and give you a big hug. Please know that there are alot of people who care here! Keep looking and you will find someone near to you to give you the hug that you deserve!
Wishing you the best and better days to come! Kathy R