Thank you Kris,
I just went and had a bm so that helped a little it was,nt much but at
least it was something:). I'll go again in awhile i usually do! I took
a shower at least i'm clean and depressed lol! For some reason my eyes
are welling up with tears and i can't stop it usually i can fight it but
i just think i'm having a bad day! I guess we all have them! I think its
just all getting to me!
> >Hang in there! Believe me I can sympathize with you! I wish there were >more that can be done for you right now to relieve some of your frustration >in having to live like this. There are days when I think everybody has felt >like enough is enough because the agonizing pain and frustration is just too >much to deal with especially when you know that tommorrow will bring more of >the same. It takes a tremendous amount of will power and strength to get >through each day, but again, hang in there. Any time you need a shoulder or >just to vent anger, please feel free to do it at anytime, that is what I am >here for and it is comforting to know that we are all here for each other. >Kris >> -----Original Message----- >> From: anonymous@medispecialty.com [SMTP:anonymous@medispecialty.com] >> Sent: Tuesday, June 19, 2001 10:06 AM >> To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS >> Subject: so frustrated !!!I can't live like this!!! >> >> Ok i haven't posted cause of my dumb potty problems! I really am getting >> so depressed! My husband got his other job thank god but insurance >> does'nt start until aug! I spend most of my day on the toilet or in >> pain! I feel for each and everyone of you! And by the time i feel any >> relief its time to go to bed and start all over again! >> Today i woke up at 6 am feeling the need to have a bm! I've totally cut >> out eating, i do drink water sometimes juice soda ect...OHHH i did eat >> yesterday around noon time but now i'm paying for it big time >> ouch!!!!!!Everytime i try to eat i pay for it!! I try to act all happy >> around my family but that is diminishing quickly >> I guess we all want this awfull thing to go away!!! I just don't know if >> i can do this much longer!!Thank you for letting me vent! >> Hope you all have a wonderful painfree day! >>