Jaynie Jarvis wrote:
> At Fri, 18 May 2001, destinywants2@yahoo.com wrote:
> >
> >Well all, sorry for the lack in posting. I went to see ( What I
> >thought) was the best GYN around. I told him of my problem, he looked
> >at me and shook his head, not saying a word. He asked me to "hop" up on
> >to the exam table. He started his exam, pushing on my already painful
> >belly, he hit my "bad spot" Which caused me to jump up and screan in
> >pain. It was so bad I started to cry. He went on to finish, looked at
> >me and said, "see you next year". Again I was left to feel alone and
> >humiliated. I guess I could keep going to see my PCP but soon he too
> >will get sick of me coming in or calling. Is there ever any end??? I
> >swear sometimes I feel so hopeless.
>
> Well destiny, I have had the same problem. Just stand tall. They are
> there to help us. make them. I am very disapointed with myself because
> I did not do that. My pain has increased and my nurse thinks I am nuts
> I guess.Because I called last week not really knowing why I called
> except I was scared and wanted them to help me!!!. She said to make a
> apt. but they were not in for 5 days. Great !! So I continued to
> suffer thinking that rest would ease it. NOT So I call this week. The
> only apt. open was a same day apt. for people that really need to come
> in that day. Well I thought that would mean me! right ! My nurse was
> snooty by saying "What ever Jaynie" So now they think I am drug seeking
> I guess. Hell I have got allot of extra because my pain clinic doc is
> generous. I wish I could see a doc today ! My next post will say what I
> have been going threw. Then another doc I have been leaving messages
> for would not call me back. ( I get my antidepressants from him.
> Finally I left a message with him that he was fired !!! Then I left
> another one giving him the benefit of the doubt that he must not be
> getting my messages. So he finally called ! He did not call when I
> fired him ? I told him I have been real Manic and said oh that's
> dangerous ! Why didn't you say that ? I did say I needed an apt. That
> shoud be enough !! And then there is the office people in my GP doctors
> that I can tell hate to see me. I can be a bother !! Hee Heee ! I can't
> sit where ALL the other patients wait. I had a anxiety attach there
> once. I also walk around like I own the place !! Hee Hee again. I am a
> pain in the butt.
> So don't do as I do- stand up for yourself. I should have been looked
> at 2 weeks ago ! But no I let them push me around . Now I am going to
> my gyn next tuesday. So I have to hang in there over the weekend.
> I did not see my doc for 1 month and they forgot whyI come ?? 1 month ??
> I have been going there for 8 years.
> Oh well they will being seeing me for another 10 whether they are tired
> of me coming in once a month for a good cry or not. We probably make
> them sad.
> Good luck, Jaynie
>