Hi everyone,
I am in sooo much pain right now I just don't know what to do. I have
an appt with a pain clinic on May 7th, but what am I going to do until
then? I am so sick of this disease, sometimes I wonder why it is even
worth it. I have had to deal with this for 5 or 6 years now with a
surgery each year and I just don't know how much more I can take. This
has ruined two relationships, one of which was my husband who left me
because he couldn't handle. I know I probably just sound like I am
feeling sorry for myself, thank you for letting me vent. I used to be
such a strong person, loved going to work and doing things with son. Now
I can't do anything without being in pain. I feel guilty that I can't
do more with my son. I have had to apply for disability, something I
thought I would never have to do. Please keep me in your prayers, and
thank you for listening to me.