On tuesday i was in so much pain I drove myself to the ER. I got there
at 6 pm and sat there until 12 pm they finally called me back. I had
blood work done xrays they even did a ct scan which showed that
everything was fine except that i was full of poop DUHHH!!!!!!!!!! The
problem is is that it does'nt move to rectum it lays there in the colon
my system is so slow. Well they sent me home with a script for goltyle
told me to drink it all until everything came out clear. Well i came
home and cried the golytle would'nt stay down that stuff is nasty
yukkie!!! Then in the after noon DH went and got me an enema well the
pain was soo bad after wards i was in the bathroom screaming and crying
i did go a little bit wow I have'nt eaten for 3 days although lest night
i manged some tomato soup. Well since i could'nt find a dr until march
that p*ss*d me off cause i'm tired of this yesterday my Dh had to stay
home to make sure i would'nt kill myself i had a bottle of sleeping
pills that i so despartly wanted to take i did figure it was better than
going through what i'v been through. After he coaxed me out got me
laughing how he does that i don't know! I got back on the damn phone and
i looked under colon and rectum in the phone book there are only 3
specialist i'm thinking ya right all gasteroligist are booked until
april. Well i called and by the grace of god someone cancelled thier
appt. so i now have an appt. next wens. the 28 feb. at 4:15pm. the
lady on the phone said he was really nice and that he has medication in
the office that he is giving his patience for constent constipation that
seems to be working wonders.I hope so cause i can't go on like this much
longer. She told me to do an enema 2 hrs before the appt because she
was pretty sure that he would want to check to make sure nothing is
blocked up there. I hate those type of appt. but i would also like to
make sure everything is ok too!! Then more than likely i'll have to have
a colonoscopy or a barium enama(no thank you). I tell all dr to knock
my *ss out so i opt for door #1 LOL. Well gotta go my house is a mess
cause i'v been totally useless and depressed for 2 days today i'm going
to clean and enjoy my day as much as possible its going to be in the mid
70"s today here in AZ. Love you all