I wish that I could have responded sooner. I feel much empathy for the pain you shared with us. There is so much grief for an ARD sufferer...our insides are still precious, compasionate and loving...but our bodies...
Having a home where you can gather strentgh, have warmth and security becomes the only thing that truly matters...I pray you have this comfort soon.
I hope and pray that you are feeling better. I think we all know that watermelon feeling, after eating just one pea!
We are truly blessed to have this site, with so many compassionate and wonderful people. I think about all of you now, when I think about me...there is power in that....we are never alone.