Re: Why does my body keep letting me down?
From: cathi (cathi_haha@webtv.net)
Tue Nov 21 18:02:31 2000
At Tue, 21 Nov 2000, cathi wrote:
>
>At Mon, 20 Nov 2000, Lynne wrote:
>>
>>Hi everyone,
>>
>>I'm afraid I'm in the same boat as Chrissie. The ADHESIONS ARE BACK. I
>>didn't have any pain free days but I kept telling myself it was just
>>operation pain but I think I new deep down on the Sunday we were coming
>>home from Germany and the pulling started. I wanted to let Dr Korell
>>and our dear friend Elke in Germany know about the pain before I posted
>>on the board.
>>
>>I've spent the last week feeling very sorry for myself and not even
>>looking at the Message Board. I couldn't face it.
>>
>>Like Chrissie, I don't want anyone to be put of going for Surgery with
>>Dr Korell (Chrissie went to Drs Reich and Redan). I have great faith in
>>him and would trust him with my life. He is a real gentleman and knows
>>what he is doing. I think I just fell through the net and was one of
>>the unlucky ones but some day when we get the money together I will go
>>back and keep trying to get some sort of normal life.
>>
>>I have an appointment with my Doctor tomorrow (she's the witch who
>>causes me more pain than the adhesions do!) to try to get my painkillers
>>back to what they were before the operation. I know she will probably
>>think it's in my head and I just want the codene. Tomorrow is going to
>>be a really horrible day.
>>
>>The pain is hard to cope with at the moment. Sometimes I forget we have
>>been to Germany already. I would really love to have that feeling of
>>hope back again.
>>
>>I really admire Chrissie for her faith in God. At the moment he and I
>>aren't on speaking terms. Not just for the fact that the adhesions are
>>back but while we were away I kept praying to God (after the first
>>operation and the cyst formed) when the pain was really bad to take the
>>pain away. When the pain didn't go away I just prayed to God to help me
>>cope with the pain better. That didn't happen either. Finally then, on
>>our way home, I was in agony and we had to wait 3 hours in Brussels for
>>our flight connection home and guess what, the plane was delayed for an
>>hour and I just thought "God after all the pain during the fortnight and
>>all my praying you couldn't even get us home in time". Sorry, please
>>forgive me for babbling. I'm sure God and I will be friends again soon.
>>Probably the next time I go to ask him for something!!
>>
>>I really do wish, from the bottom of my heart, all my American friends a
>>very happy Thanksgiving and for those still to go for surgery, you will
>>be in the hands of the very best and when God and I do start talking
>>again my prayers will be with you.
>>
>>Love and hugs from Belfast.
>>
>>--
>>Lynne.
>>
>--
>hello lynne
> i too am in the same boat.
>i have a lot of pain and pulling too. i had surgery with dr R & R
>I THINK I NEED TO BE OPENED BUT I WILL NOT GO BACK TO THE SAME DOC. I HAVE A GOOD DOC HERE WILLING TO HELP IN SURGERY BUT I WILL WAIT TILL I CANT TAKE MUCH MORE. SORRY ABOUT EVERYONE'S PAIN AFTER SURGERY.
> GOD BE WITH US NOW, CATHI
>
O M G,LYNNE
i am so sorry you have your pain back.
i know you had to go so far away to get surgery.
i will pray to god you can find a way to get better.
please hang in there.
god will help you soon.
alway's here cathi