Hi Karla, ")
I did read the attack from Mee - and when I read it I just had to shut my PC
down and not read emails for the day. It did discourage me, the words she
chose. If I left my PC on and replied to her remark then I would have put
some nasty words in the email - I do have a potty mouth now and again. ")
Maybe I didn't explain well enough for Mee to understand the help I needed
was to come off the Oxycontin. I don't need them anymore it's just very hard
to come off this drug when you have been on it for over a year. What Mee
needs to do is direct her anger towards herself because we or I should say I
won't take the negativity any longer. I know I have come a long way with my
pain. This group (and I do love you all) is for help, education, and
comfort. And Mee, this one is for you.....I can dance, walk, sit, sleep,
run, and my favorite - play a game of eight ball and kick my husbands a**!
heeee heee So, what I am trying to get through Mee's head and to her brain is
that I have had the wonderful doctors, and yes Mee that is DR. Jay Redan and
Dr. Harry Reich perform my hmmmmm I think 10th surgery on me (the others were
made by my local ob/gyn) and I feel WONDERFUL.....and I had the surgery in
July of this year. I smoked.....then I was taught that smoking helps the
pain get more yukier. And also helps the adhesions grow. Do I want that
back NO - will I quit smoking YES. I'm only human so I cheat now and again -
I'm not perfect, BUT I do want my pain to stay away. Notice how I use the
words STAY AWAY not GO away - cause since my surgery with Dr.'s R&R there is
little to no pain. YIPPEEEE Mee, need anything else?
Love and Hugs,
~Chrissie