I did not think your letter was an invitation to a pity party at all. Pain is frustrating to say the least! I know this board is about adhesions but....I wanted to tell you how sorry I was about your dog. When I lost my childhood dog last year someone told me to read this poem. It might make you cry, but maybe it will make you feel a little better. I know that it did for me. http://www.petloss.com/rainbowb.htm Take care.
-- Rachel