Re: Adhesions caused by allergies?
From: Dawn (whity631@yahoo.com)
Tue Jun 15 22:41:31 2010
Hi Kim, u so are not alone! This board is a great source of support.
I'm with ya on the burden thing, I feel the same at times as I so can't even
do anything close to what I used to, and it so frustrates me and pisses me
off and sometimes if I didn't get angry I don't think I could go on, it
seems to somehow keep me going at least a little bit anyway. Our life has
too had to change drastically since I had to quit working, but we are
fortunate that our house payment isn't high. But, the med bills have drained
our savings and my daughters college fund. (sigh)
Sometimes I wonder what keeps me here and I guess ultimately it's my family,
but I do have really low points when I think they would be better off
without me then I go my faith, anxiety meds and stubbornness to get by. :)
Pain is a tough thing to live with, hang in there and reach out to those on
the board. It is truly the only place and people that I have found that
truly understand.
Hugs to you, :-)
Dawn
On Jun 2, 2010, at 11:09 PM, "IAS Admin \(Tracy\)"
<tracy.joslin@adhesions.org> wrote:
From: kkajark@aol.com (Kim)
Subject: Re: Adhesions caused by allergies?
I feel like such a burden to my family. I had to stop working almost a
year ago. We have mounting medical and credit debt. We are going to
try and sell our house as a short sale because we can not make the
morgage any more. I feel like if I were to die my family would at least
get the insurance money.
I am grateful for this message board because no one knows how I feel.
Thanks, Kim
At Fri, 28 May 2010, Dawn wrote:
Hi Wendy, I know all too well how u feel. I would rather be alsleep all the
time than having to be awake and in pain and thinking of what I have had to
give up due to this damn disease! I too, had to give up my job of 21 years
in 2008, and have also been fighting for ssdi since then.
If u ever need to vent or talk, feel free to email me.
Dawn