Update/Vent

From: Alta Costew (racostew@sbcglobal.net)
Thu Feb 5 21:52:31 2009


Hi All,

Thank you to everyone who sent well wishes and prayers, I really appreciate it.  You all have made me feel sane during all of this.  It has also taken a burden off my husband.  He tries to understand but I know it's hard.

As you know I had surgery three weeks ago to remove two masses and adhesions.  I had hoped to feel better but don't.  The pain is back and I am tired all the time.  I am at a loss as to what to do.  My husband had hoped to get his energetic wife back but she hasn't shown up yet.  I don't dare tell him that I hurt because it will hurt him so much.  I want my life back.  I want my body back.  I know I don't have it as bad as some and I hate to even vent, but I am so down.  I had hoped to get my usual six month vacation from pain I get inbetween surguries.

I am more determined to work on the questionaire so we all might learn something that connects us to each other. 

thank you guys for listening. Alta


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