Re: I hate the depression that comes with the pain

From: Catt (rckrchic23@yahoo.com)
Fri Jan 13 14:22:31 2006


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>I can relate to you totally! It is so hard because it's hard to make
>other people understand what you are feeling. At times I feel like my
>doctors thinks it's all in my head. I feel miserable most of the time,
>but can not seem to communicate that with friends,family and my doctors.
>I am glad there is a place where people understand. I do not knw anyone
>else that has adhesive pain. Just me! All I get is more pills (that do
>not work). So vent away. Sue

Oh Sweetie, I send u hugs!!!! Sadly, we r the CRAZY Ones, the ones who need to Deal with it etc.....

I feel like Im judged by friends and Co workers, hmnnnn let them have their Bowel Strangled, Not go BM for weeks and Feel like the r being Ripped in half everytime they walk....I wonder what they say then???? Yah Im BITTER!

To day I yelled at a co worker and said IM SICK OF DEFENDING MY DISEASE! I have a video from the Last Surge wanna see it??? Then youll Know what Im dealing with here!!! I told her try and walk in my shoes, I need another surgery and cant pay for it..so I wait and I wait till my Bowel dies or ruptures...

The Stress we ARDS Gals & Guys deal with Daily is enough to cause a serious Stroke!!! UGHHHH!!!!!

So I send you my Blessings, Prayers and Hugs cause I KNOW how u r feeling!!! xxooxxoxoxox Cathy Dublin Calif


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