I had my Post op appointment with my docter, (funny how now he is really
nice to me now) And he showed me the pictures......My Uterus was folded
inside out from adhesions, both tubes are so damaged they are clubbed
and useless....Prognosis...they all have to go....I am a pretty strong
person, although I have a tender heart and am really nice It take alot
for me to cry, and there I was bawling my eyes out at the prospect of
loosing my female parts....mabey it was vanity? mabey the thought of
loosing the ability to produce Just one more child?? I have three teens
and really with this new marriage we have been mulling over THE ONE MORE
issue for a few years. I thought OMG what will it do to my body, skin,
life??? Will I be forever changed, a change I relize I would have had to
go through anyway, but I thought there would be time to adjust.......I
have scheduled the surgery for June 12th, no reason to prolong the
agony......Sitting here actually thinking about throwing a party for my
up and coming VERY LAST PERIOD EVER.....would that be just to tacky???
hmmm only my friends, and support group here would actually apprieciate
such a tribute...Well think of me around the 12......