Hey kids, I thank you for your prayers and would like to ask for
more of them, as I am having more of a time dealing with the loss than I
expected to have. I sometimes feel as if i am going to just burst in pain
and grief, but I have my other babies that I must care for and love, and it
is hard to get such a tragedy off of my mind because even though we are not
supposed to have favorites, Little Ann was my very favorite. We were soul
mates and she hugged me and would kiss me all day long if I did'nt push her
away to come up for air. Never had a girlfriend that loved me half a much as
Little Ann did, and am glad I never married or Little Ann might not have come
along. Am trying to get one of the other babies to love me half as much, and
I know they do, but they just dont show it as Annie did. Don't know rather to
find another puppy or find a girlfriend, but probably would be better of with
a puppy as I was raised with a puppy on my pillow. Well just want to thank
all for your prayers, and know that I am praying for everyone each night, and
sometimes during meals. If anyone knows of anyone that has a runt black
labrador that they cant sell, or would like to donate to a great home, please
let me know as being on disability I find it hard to afford the two to five
hundred dollars that the breeders are asking for. I want a little pup that
wont stop kising and hugging me, sort of like Little Ann was. From the time I
put the pups outside in a small fenced in area, Little Ann always found her
way out and cried and cried to get in the house just to be with me. I let her
in and put her on the bed and she went right to slep while my catahoula kept
a constant watch over her. I have had nearly 100 puppies in my lifetime, and
Little Ann was the only one that seemed to truly love me. That little gal
would try to stick her tongue in my mouth and kiss me until I had to come up
for air. As she got bigger, she would take her front paws and grab ahold of
my shoulders and just kiss me like she was never going to let go. Naturally
she was a bit more spoiled than the rest, and she truly loved me. She would
whine if I paid attention to the other pupies, but they are all gifts from
God, so naturally I had to give all of them as much the same attention as
possible, but the other puppies never showed the love as Annie did. Now they
realize that I am sad and all six pups that I have left sleep with me on one
half of a kingsize bed. Talk about croweded! But I love my babies, so I dont
care if they sleep on my head as long as I can breathe, and they dont rebreak
my neck. Abby, the momma wont come in season until next spring, and there is
no guarante that she will give me another Annie. So if anyone knows of a
puppy that is lovingly annoying, and is a little labrador that they would
like to part with, I would love to have a lovingly annoying babie Like Annie.
I know that Annie was one of a kid, but it has been said that we all have a
twin somewhere in this world , and surely Little Ann has a twin out there
some where who thinks she is human. My home healthcare aide was going to try
to find me another puppy just like Annie, but she was fired for fraud last
week. I don't expect a miracle, but they do happen, and they wont happen if
we dont ask for help. So I guess my request is a miracle baby like Little
Annie. I will keep praying fo a miracle, and if itdoesn't happen now, just
maybe momma will give me another baby like Annie next spring when She has a
new litter . When I can figure out how to get the pictures scanned and
online, I will let you see the lovinglyest baby puppy that I have ever had in
my life. God Bless you for your thoughtfulness in sharing my sorrow, and
understanding why it took so long for me to post again, and I will keep you
in my prayers and pray for a miracle in your quest for pain relief. God does
answer prayers. What I hate about some people when they pray, is that they
say if it is your will oh Lord, when it is Gods will that we be whole with
nothing missing and nothing broken. God wants us happy and painfree, just as
much as we want to be happy and painfree. So don't listen to those who
continue to say if it be your will oh Lord, because it is His will. God be
with you and I send my love Dave