Karla, you hang in there and God will make a way. I have applied to
many programs such as you did and found that their are so many people needing
meds that they quit the programs or they say, well you have medicaide and
they ignore your pleas for help. I have a great doctor and he will give m as
much meds as possible, for two or three months and scramble them around so
that I will have meds. I am going through a med change right now due to the
tolerance levels that I have, So I may have some leftover emergency meds when
it is all said and done. I am on the advantage program which pays for my meds
and I have a home healthcare nurse and aide to clean my house. I just adore
my aide, but she is looking for love from guys that beat on her and I guess
some women are that way, but I love her to death and she loves me in her own
way, but she likes this macho image and cant make up her mind how to live her
life. I told her that we could go out, but I dont move too fast and would'nt
want to embarass her in front of her party animal friends. This body has had
its share of abuse and I do'nt feel like being abused beause of some of her
antics. I can just hope and pray that one day that light will blink a few
times in her head so she can see that there is more to life than running
yourself to death. I just sit back and take it all in and depend on God to
see me through. Well I am about to fall out of this chair because my legs are
going really numb, so I will Say God Bless You and take care of yourself, and
pray for everyone and keep in contact. God Bless you and I love you kiddo.
I'll keep in touch soon Dave